Un Rêveur

Alyaa Pratiwi. Indonesian. Another Directioner. Go into all over the world is my first expectation.

I don’t ask for much..

eldoode:

I don’t dream about having a big house, cars etc. One day I want my own little apartment with a spare room to build my own studio and a nice view of the city…

eldoode:

Please Reblog my cover of Payphone if you like it! 

I’ve watch this video. AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL VOICE. I LOVE YOU.

eldoode: Say wha? He smiles to me. I’m going to die.

eldoode:

Say wha?

He smiles to me. I’m going to die.

My pain

I think it had been less than a year I feel like nothing. My heart feels nothing too like someone. My brain feels nothing to miss someone. They’re locked on a cage deep inside of me. And now I feel it back. I was just an accidentally moment. I think people who knows my story unless my bestfriend would think I’m the most stupid girl in the world. Even, probably my bestfriend would think the same either. That I’m really stupid. Well, I’m not avoid it. I’m admit for this case, I really stupid. I like him, although I never meet him before. He came suddenly without plan, without reason, just really accidetally. Who knows that talk to him make me comfortable, and more that make me addicted. Who knows? Who wants? Me? no. Him? I have no idea. I think no. I’m still haven’t meet him. Because you know why? We are on a different area. Overseas. Different culture, different language. Oh be grateful, that’s English make us easier. I don’t know this feeling would be countinue or no. I just hope for all the best for me, and him. And now, this time, such as 20 minutes ago. I made him sad, probably. He told me he was sick. Yes I know it, since yesterday he has told me that he’s sick. And now, because of my fault, he got back his fever. I made him more sick. How stupid I am. He taught me again how to like someone. Lol. I’m really over excessive. He told me so much things. I know he is clever. Lol. Things as World War II. Hahaha. And more. I’m not really sure this is love cause I think to love someone you have to meet them first. Are you think the same? Or it just the one of my opinon? Well. It’s my pain, to couldn’t meet him as soon as possible. Diffrences area is sucks. It’s my pain to know he’s sick while I can’t do anything to treat him. Just through the internet. Stupid! Isn’t it? It’s my pain to know he’s sad while I can’t directly say ‘I’m sorry’. I rely on the internet. And the conection. It’s all my pain, my stupidness. For you, I know that you’re not angry or sad to me. But I know deep inside you hide it. I’m sorry. And I mean it. I’m sorry.